.the fact dat i've CHANGED.

Yes. People DO change. It is silly to think dat ppl can't change, either on their personality or appearance. && u noe wat, if u cant accept d fact dat ive changed, it goes mind over matter. I dun MIND and u dun MATTER.

It starts now.
So, as im wearing shawls now, i can see MOST of my friends r keeping away from me. Hey, i dun really mind. I feel prettier and comfortable by wearing it. AND im not ashamed of it. and NOPE, takde org yg paksa. For now, i dun have to worry abt my fringe get mess, or i forgot to bring my sikat all d tyme.

Ok, just share a thought here.
Oh yes, i admit dat bile baru2 nak pkai tudung, i keep asking myself, "nape aku pkai tudung awal sgt eh?" and slalu tanye mummy, "mak, kalau angah tak pkai tudung, mesti angah bleh pkai all those skirts inside d closet tu kan?" and she simply replied, "syukurlah angah dah pkai tudung.." hehehe.. mummy, tak pernah paksa anak2 dier pkai tudung.. NEVER! satu je dier pesan, kalau pkai tudung, pkai btol2.. jgn pkai, esok bukak, lusa pkai balik.. dats y dah tua2 ni baru aku pkai tudung kan.. ;p
Dat day, dat happened a zillion years ago.. *not really.. just last few weeks..eheh..*
it happened dat i turn on to Astro Oasis. Got 1 group of panel, discussed abt wanita solehah..
i WANTED to change, but mummy insist to watch it..
so, as i just listened, tibe2 ustazah ni berkata-kata.. *cewwwaaah*

haaaaaaa.. lps je dgr tuh.. i noe dat dis is MY BEST-EST DECISION I EVER MADE! THANK U ALLAH!
So, i thanked mummy too of coz! and aku pon cerita la kat mummy abt wat happened to me, and wat my friends does..
she said dat, when it comes to hari akhirat, takde org boleh tolong.. but YOURSELF.. and be glad and thankful dat Allah really opens ur eyes to see dat sape ur truly frenz.. && mak nak sgt kite 1 whole family jumpe kat syurga..;)) *i definitely la kan mengalirkan air mata.. hahaa*
For the person that i can rely on now is my MOTHER, sister n brother.. i LOVE u guyz!

OKAY! aku ni bkn pon baik sgt. Still, manusia biaser je.. but, I TRY TO BE THE BEST ME I CAN BE. Still terkejar2 nak solat.. dah nak abis waktu, baru berlari-lari.. kadang2 TER-skip.. behehe.. but yes, slalu dan akan berdoa utk yg LEBIH baik.

**Nota kaki, tangan & mulut:

sila abaikan entri ini jika anda tak memahami apa-apa! just wanted to share as a muslim members. nothing personnel. cheers! ;))