.Augustus.

August. It means a LOT to me.
For a month that brings joy n tears.
Which affect the whole family.

I do still remember.
How can i forget.
The month dat we lost some1 dat we truly love.
The month dat we received 1 new family member.
Everything happened for a reason. I believed.

22nd Aug. 2002.
Its the day where we having fun in a weekend. Never thought it was the last weekend
we spent together.

25th Aug. 2002.
Its my lil brother's burfday! we had small party at home. Which include the family.

27th Aug. 2002.
Its not like a normal day today. I personally asked my father NOT to fetch me at school today.
Not like any other day. Me usually love being fetch by daddy.i am a spoiled daughter. But today, i feels like going home by myself. Try to be independent. Just few steps from home, i can see my neighbour ran towards me. Shes crying. OMG! She told me dat my father passed out at home. Crying. Dats all i can do. I can see ambulance in-front of my house. Dats xplain why im afraid with the sounds of ambulance. today. As i try to go inside the house, everybody keep saying "sabar ok". I was wondering, my father just passed out ryte?? nothing happen ryte?? whats wrong wif u all? but it is NOT wat im thinking. The medical assistant told me dat my father PASSED AWAY. Father that I LOVE SO MUCH left me today. Why? Why must be him? Allah loves him more. I know. He must be placed in the heaven. Today was the saddest day for me and my family.
Al-Fatihah to daddy.

9 Aug. 2010.
Ayah, u got ur fist cucu!!! Along gave birth to a charming and beautiful baby boy, named Miqael.
Ayah, wish u were here. Share the happiness with us. I know u'll be the happiest man ever. Hopefully Miqael will be as gentleman as u are,ayah. U are the nicest person i ever met.
Glad dat u are my father n i am ur daughter. Miqael, pray dat u grow up as a wise man. Jadi org yg soleh. I know TokMa loves u so much. Be good ok baby? Love u both, ayah n Miqael!

.angah.