.the fact dat i've CHANGED.

Yes. People DO change. It is silly to think dat ppl can't change, either on their personality or appearance. && u noe wat, if u cant accept d fact dat ive changed, it goes mind over matter. I dun MIND and u dun MATTER.

It starts now.
So, as im wearing shawls now, i can see MOST of my friends r keeping away from me. Hey, i dun really mind. I feel prettier and comfortable by wearing it. AND im not ashamed of it. and NOPE, takde org yg paksa. For now, i dun have to worry abt my fringe get mess, or i forgot to bring my sikat all d tyme.

Ok, just share a thought here.
Oh yes, i admit dat bile baru2 nak pkai tudung, i keep asking myself, "nape aku pkai tudung awal sgt eh?" and slalu tanye mummy, "mak, kalau angah tak pkai tudung, mesti angah bleh pkai all those skirts inside d closet tu kan?" and she simply replied, "syukurlah angah dah pkai tudung.." hehehe.. mummy, tak pernah paksa anak2 dier pkai tudung.. NEVER! satu je dier pesan, kalau pkai tudung, pkai btol2.. jgn pkai, esok bukak, lusa pkai balik.. dats y dah tua2 ni baru aku pkai tudung kan.. ;p
Dat day, dat happened a zillion years ago.. *not really.. just last few weeks..eheh..*
it happened dat i turn on to Astro Oasis. Got 1 group of panel, discussed abt wanita solehah..
i WANTED to change, but mummy insist to watch it..
so, as i just listened, tibe2 ustazah ni berkata-kata.. *cewwwaaah*

haaaaaaa.. lps je dgr tuh.. i noe dat dis is MY BEST-EST DECISION I EVER MADE! THANK U ALLAH!
So, i thanked mummy too of coz! and aku pon cerita la kat mummy abt wat happened to me, and wat my friends does..
she said dat, when it comes to hari akhirat, takde org boleh tolong.. but YOURSELF.. and be glad and thankful dat Allah really opens ur eyes to see dat sape ur truly frenz.. && mak nak sgt kite 1 whole family jumpe kat syurga..;)) *i definitely la kan mengalirkan air mata.. hahaa*
For the person that i can rely on now is my MOTHER, sister n brother.. i LOVE u guyz!

OKAY! aku ni bkn pon baik sgt. Still, manusia biaser je.. but, I TRY TO BE THE BEST ME I CAN BE. Still terkejar2 nak solat.. dah nak abis waktu, baru berlari-lari.. kadang2 TER-skip.. behehe.. but yes, slalu dan akan berdoa utk yg LEBIH baik.

**Nota kaki, tangan & mulut:

sila abaikan entri ini jika anda tak memahami apa-apa! just wanted to share as a muslim members. nothing personnel. cheers! ;))

.slipped away.

I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...

I miss you

.Augustus.

August. It means a LOT to me.
For a month that brings joy n tears.
Which affect the whole family.

I do still remember.
How can i forget.
The month dat we lost some1 dat we truly love.
The month dat we received 1 new family member.
Everything happened for a reason. I believed.

22nd Aug. 2002.
Its the day where we having fun in a weekend. Never thought it was the last weekend
we spent together.

25th Aug. 2002.
Its my lil brother's burfday! we had small party at home. Which include the family.

27th Aug. 2002.
Its not like a normal day today. I personally asked my father NOT to fetch me at school today.
Not like any other day. Me usually love being fetch by daddy.i am a spoiled daughter. But today, i feels like going home by myself. Try to be independent. Just few steps from home, i can see my neighbour ran towards me. Shes crying. OMG! She told me dat my father passed out at home. Crying. Dats all i can do. I can see ambulance in-front of my house. Dats xplain why im afraid with the sounds of ambulance. today. As i try to go inside the house, everybody keep saying "sabar ok". I was wondering, my father just passed out ryte?? nothing happen ryte?? whats wrong wif u all? but it is NOT wat im thinking. The medical assistant told me dat my father PASSED AWAY. Father that I LOVE SO MUCH left me today. Why? Why must be him? Allah loves him more. I know. He must be placed in the heaven. Today was the saddest day for me and my family.
Al-Fatihah to daddy.

9 Aug. 2010.
Ayah, u got ur fist cucu!!! Along gave birth to a charming and beautiful baby boy, named Miqael.
Ayah, wish u were here. Share the happiness with us. I know u'll be the happiest man ever. Hopefully Miqael will be as gentleman as u are,ayah. U are the nicest person i ever met.
Glad dat u are my father n i am ur daughter. Miqael, pray dat u grow up as a wise man. Jadi org yg soleh. I know TokMa loves u so much. Be good ok baby? Love u both, ayah n Miqael!

.angah.

.hello.

After few months signed up for this blog,
i am OFFICIALLY post something.today.

Hye new people!
;)